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15 April 2008 @ 12:56 pm
well i know i haven't updated much, but my life is so busy with school and a new job and a new boyfriend. i haven't done much for my wicca, but read.

this was from my myspace on march 23rd:
So i now have a boyfriend. He’s just all kinds of wonderful and makes me deliriously happy. We’ve only known each other briefly but we already finish each other’s sentences and think the same things at the same time. we share tons in common, including both being pisces, and it’s not just superficial things like music and movies (although we like a lot of the same of both). we feel the same on a lot of issues. at first i was pretty hesitant after being hurt so much, but damn if he isn’t persistent lol. but i’m fantabulously happy i gave in.
My mom likes him already! Although she had to go and embarrass me, as mom’s tend to do, and according to her friend Sue she told everyone at the dog park i’m "doing the pool boy." gee, thanks mom. But for real, he works for a pool company. he’s their best employee and so much so the owner wants him to take over. i’m happy for him. ^_^
also, he has a very adorable and incredibly precocious little girl who’s 5 going on 16. i met her for the first time this morning where she questioned when her daddy and i were getting married. and then told us everyone who would be at the wedding when we did. he says this is the first time she’s said anything like this, so i take it she really likes me as much as she told me she does. I’m trying to stave off meeting her mom cuz i heard how unpleasant she can be and how much manipulation and drama follows in her wake.
i enjoy nothing better these days then being all cuddled up in his arms. he’s a good cuddler. hehe

on another note: so far i rather like Macy’s. everyone is super helpful and friendly with me and i haven’t had anyone be really impatient with me for being new.

so it’s work, school, and the boyfriend Drew. ahhh life is good.

now him and i have been together about a month and things are really good. I'm starting to read more books and hopefully i can get back to learning more.
18 June 2007 @ 12:38 am
I've been looking for a personal goddess and I think i've found her. She seems very me and her name is Achtland.
Some stuff on her:
Achtland Queen Achtland married one of the "Tuatha de Danann" (too'-ah deh dah'noo) which were the children of the Goddess Danu. Their name is often mistranslated simply into "giants", which gives reference to their stature, as well as their lineage, resembling the Nephilim, "fallen angels", of Christian lore. Another name for the "children" is the "Sidhe" (shee) which is translated often into "fairy" and conferred increasingly diminutive statures, and powers, throughout the passage of time. Achtland herself was a mortal woman, and as an adult she was infamous for her displeasure in what she found available to her among the human men. It is said that no man could ever satisfy her, but when she was approached by one of the Tuatha, her heart was smitten with him. The Tuatha were known to bring all crafts and skills to the human race (originally this knowledge was property of the gods), and it is doubtless that Achtland found much to admire in her new lover. She married this man of the Tuatha, and became immortal by crossing over into the land of the Fey, to be his wife. It is said that she found great delight in brushing his long silken hair.

Description: Goddess queen who no mortal man could sexually satisfy, so she took a giant from the faery realm as her mate.
Rules Over: Sex magick.

She's tied to the sidhe, which i love, and the fact that she felt no mere mortal could satisfy her is amazing.

EDIT: and now i've got a god
AENGUS MAC OG : Ireland; god of youth, love, and beauty. One of the Tuatha De Danann, name means "young son." He had a harp that made irresistible music, and his kisses turned into birds that carried messages of love.
In Irish mythology, Aengus (Áengus, Óengus, Aonghus) aka Aengus Óg ("Aengus the Young"), Mac ind Óg ("son of the young"), Maccan or Mac Óg ("young son") is a member of the Tuatha Dé Danann and probably a god of love, youth and poetic inspiration. He was said to have four birds symbolizing kisses flying about his head (whence, it is believed, the xxxx's symbolizing kisses at the end of lovers' letters come from [1]). His parents were the Dagda and Boann. He was said to have lived at Newgrange by the river Boyne.

The Dagda had an affair with Boann, wife of Nechtan. In order to hide their affair, the Dagda made the sun stand still for nine months; therefore, Aengus was conceived, gestated and born in one day. Midir was his foster-father.[2]

When he came of age Aengus dispossessed the Dagda of his home, the Brú na Bóinne (an area of the Boyne River Valley that contains the Passage tombs Newgrange, Knowth and Dowth). He arrived after the Dagda had shared out his land among his children, and there was nothing left for Aengus, so Aengus asked his father if he could live in the Brú for a day and a night, and the Dagda agreed. But Irish has no indefinite article, so "a day and a night" is the same as "day and night", which covers all time, and so Aengus took possession of the Brú permanently. In a different version of this story, appearing in "The Wooing of Étaín", Aengus uses the same ploy to trick Elcmar out of Brú na Bóinne, with the Dagda's connivance. In this version, Midir is Aengus's foster-father, while Elcmar is the husband of Boann cuckolded by the Dagda.[3]

According to the Death Tales of the Tuatha de Danaan, Aengus killed his step father Elcmar for killing Midir.

Aengus also slew the poet of Lugh Lamfada for lying about his brother Ogma an Cermait. The poet claimed that Ogma was having an affair with one of Lugh's wives. Aenghus killed the poet in front of Midir.

In the Wooing of Etain, Aengus was able to partially lift Fuamnach's spell against Etain, the horse goddess he had won for his brother Midir.Fuamnach in a jealous rage had turned the girl into a butterfly. Turning her into a woman at night, Aengus made her his lover until Fuamnach found out about it and drove her away. Aengus killed his foster mother for her treachery.

In the Tale of the Two Pails, a sidhe woman and foster daughter of Aengus gets lost and winds up in the company of St. Patrick. The girl converts to Christianity, and Aengus can not win her back. He leaves, and she dies of grief a few weeks later.

In the Battle of Ventry Aengus helped defend the battle weary men of Finn mac Cumhail against Roman invaders.

There are also tales of him being a powerful shapeshifter in the stories of Cuchulainn, his great-grandson, and Finn mac Cumhail, his nephew.

Aengus fell in love with a girl he had seen in his dreams. His mother, Boann, searched Ireland for an entire year. Then his father, the Dagda, did the same. Finally, King Bodb Dearg of Munster found her after a year.[4]

Aengus went to the lake of the Dragons's Mouth and found 150 girls chained up in pairs. He found his girl, Caer Ibormeith. On November 1, Caer and the other girls would turn into swans for one year, every second Samhain. Aengus was told he could marry Caer if he could identify her as a swan. Aengus succeeded. He turned himself into a swan and they flew away, singing beautiful music that put all its listeners asleep for three days and nights.[5]

Aengus was the foster-father and protector of Diarmuid Ua Duibhne of the Fianna. He rescued Diarmuid and Gráinne from one or two tight spots during their pursuit by the Fianna.

He owned a sword named Moralltach, the Great Fury, given to him my Manannan mac Lir. This sword he gave to his foster-son Diarmuid.There was also a sword named the Little Fury and two spears of great power that he gave to Diarmuid. When the young man died, Aengus took his body back to the Brugh where he breathed life into it whenever he wanted to have a chat.

There are other legends that he was able to repair broken bodies and return life to them.

Aengus is widely considered to be connected to the ancient Celtic god Maponos and his Welsh equivalent, Mabon ap Modron.
02 June 2007 @ 06:18 pm
I'm super excited right now. My best friend is having a baby boy, she's due Oct 11th. I miss her terribly. She left for california in march to be with her husband, the Marine, but she'll be here from July 17th-24th. We're going to celebrate her birthday and do the baby shower. I'm going to be auntie tay! lol. We've been best friends now since third grade. Good goddess. 13 years. CRAZINESS. haha. She had just gotten married by the chaplain at the military base and after the baby she's doing the actual whole big wedding. I'm going to be the made of honor. *YaY* hehe.
Wow, that was kinda all over-the-lace. But, oh well, I'M EXCITED!!
Current Mood: excitedexcited
12 May 2007 @ 12:08 pm
I have another journal, but that one is just for random communities. I made this journal to focus on getting back into Wicca. I was wiccan back in highschool and fell out of it. Going through the way I am and the way I believe, Wicca just fits.
I feel like my life has little-to-no direction right now, so I need to focus myself on something. Getting back to my religion hopefully will help me.